| I had a fever. That made me have to cancel our appointment for the farewell party. I was very sorry to them about this. When I told my students about this through sending a message to her handphone, she replied it by saying, 'Do you feel better now?'. I replied it saying that I was not allowed to go out yet. My doctor forbade me to go anywhere this whole week. Then, can you guess what she wrote in the next message? She wrote this, 'If you have felt better tomorrow, it will mean that we won't cancel our farewell party, right? We still can go together, right?' I read that message with a smile appeared in my lips and a crying in my heart. God, it will be very very hard for me to do this...
Once, in our few last meetings, they also said that I had to send them messages through email in Indonesian so one of them could print them and read them in the classroom... I wouldn't have to say what I felt hearing that at that time, would I? I guess you know it by putting yourself in my position at that time... Well, teaching them, or if I can say, being with them is one of my precious moment in my life... It can't be changed by anything else... Knowing that you are being loved has grown up a feeling that won't ever be described by words! |
